Tears fall at 4 a.m.

I lay in my bed.

Restless.

My soul is tired. Body warn out.

I just lay there.

Thinking.

Thinking of what could be of this miserable life of mine.

I'm trying.

Trying to put my tired eyes to rest; and my body at peace.

It's 3:56 a.m.

I've been laying here for almost an hour.

I get up.

I stand in darkness.

Alone and cold.

I'm trying to find a light in this darkness.

Is it possible?

I stumble and fall. But get right back up.

Can it be?

Light, coming my way?

Light. Oh so bright.

It's coming for me.